Saturday, May 10, 2008

Here I am again, now in Jc 2. Now is 2 mins before 7pm and i'm having mixed feelings. Recently, lots of events has been taking place in my life and somehow i didn't know the right to cope with it.

Firstly, my competition. It seems that as the date of the competition gets nearer and nearer, my skills seems to be deteriorating. Adding to that, i've got a sprain on my right ankle just 2 weeks ago and its also because of tkd. i'm really worried now because i cant walk well let alone kick well. I'm very afraid that it will affect my performance in the competition. Anyway i'm also nervous. I mean, who wouldn't be nervous if you are to stand in the limelight among 100s or maybe 1000s of people staring at you, looking at you doing all those kicks and punches and stances? Yesterday, i just got a lecture from the coach. She said that i'm doing the thing wrongly and it seems that they have been discussing my pattern privately among themselves because they pointed me and say " neh! this is the one i said about losing money! she's the one that can cause us to lose money!" hmm what do u think?

Secondly, the mid years. it's coming in one week's time and i still unprepared for it. People are rushing through their works and consulting teachers and here i am blogging. I don't have the energy now cos i just done some math and econs....haiz forget it dun wanna say anymore.

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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