Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Today i didn't go to work. I went back to school to have Maths lesson. Yet the whole day i was thinking about him.
I don't mean that i wasn't listening during the lesson, in fact, i've listened more attentively than the previous two lessons. I was only thinking about him when i'm doing nothing or just daydreaming. Lots of questions just popped up in my head:
Would he realised my disappearance today?
Would he miss me?
Would he be sad if he know that im not around today?
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Or would he jsut carry on with his daily work?
Different sorts of questions that were unanswered. God, let me be sure of myself again. Amen.
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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