Monday, December 26, 2005
I thought i can get rid of him in my heart.... but its not completed yet...
I felt so tired when i clinged on to liking him. So might as well just give up on him. So i did, and i found out that i can talk to him more comfortably than when i was liking him. I can talk to him as if i am talking to Franky.
But i still think of him, yet the feeling is not that strong anymore. Maybe last time was 75% and right now only 13.
Yesterday went to MQ with Yanni and Pei Rong. They said he looked very old and even said Franky is better-looking. They wanted me to go in with them into the shop. I didn't dare. Why huh? I tot i dun like him anymore. YES! I dun like him anymore. I just didn't want him to see my childish actions.
Haiz. God! Help me ba....
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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