simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Ever since that day he came to give his clothes, he got a little bit of change towards me.

He would raise his head if hes at the laptop when i passed by intentionally.
He would then smile to me.
Normally he wouldn't. He couldn't care less about what's happening outside his shop.
He would smile to me whenever he saw me.
Yesterday he even came to the shop and asked about his shoe. I thought he was cute when he raised his foot up to the counter. hahaha
He walked around outside my shop when he talked on the phone yesterday. Normally he would just go straight outside and talk to whoever he's on the phone with. He just walked around and Frankie threw a smile at me when he saw him walking outside in circles.
Today my sis told me that he walked past the shop and asked my sis:" huh? Changed person ar?" I think this is getting..... I purposely told him that i'm not working on saturday, and he asked my sister that!? Either he doesn't take my word seriously or he asked purposely.

All these actions of his can only meant three things:
1. He's interested in me.
2. It's his normal doings.
3. He saw my blog and wanted to treat me better.

The first point is almost impossible. He got a big beauty in his shop why would he like me???? The girl is slim. She has slim thighs and she's small size not like me. Only I think she's quite quiet. But when she's with him, she doesn't seems quiet at all. On her own, she looked quiet. I always smile at her and i've tried to gather a conversation with her but to no avail. She seldom leave the shop unless to buy food or go to toilet.

The second point is reasonable but as i have said, he doesn't do that normally. I've noticed him for two weeks. Thats the first time he came to the shop and ask about the shoe. Thats the first time he walked around outside my shop while talking on the phone. That's the first time after umpteenth times i walked past his shop that he smiled at me and even raised an eyebrow.

The third point is ummm....like no logic. There are thousands, even millions of blogs like mine or maybe better than mine. WHY ON EARTH he would see mine so coincidental? Anyway he can't search that on the internet because he doesn't know my name or my nickname. There's absolutely no link where he can find this blog. So that point is unlogical.

So the second point is the best suited to the actions. Hmm... Bo Bian le la... Me too young for him.
God, just let me look at him for two more weeks, and let me carry this memory away.

Me tomorrow going to church worX!!!!! After sooooo long, me going back!! Just that i'm not going to CHC, it's another one. God bless me... Amen.

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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