simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

I thought i have set my mind not to walk into the shop to talk to him anymore, but i couldn't control myself. I thought I'll just walk past his shop to look at him, i thought this will be able to satisfy me, but i was wrong.

I knew he won't like me not even in the simplest ratio, but i can't stop myself from watching him, even if it means just standing outside my shop and watching him from afar.

I noticed that whenever the girl is not around, he will notice me and he will smile to me or even talk to me. I can see that he treats me as a little sister.

This tuesday, he came to the shop to bring his laundry. He talked to me, u know. HE TALKED TO ME!!!! heehee. He even told me about the song that he like.

The next day he talked to me again, because that girl didnt came to work. He showed me his shirt was dirty and he said it would be dirtied whenever he wears a white shirt.

Ytd, when i past by him, he saw me and raised his eyebrows. Again that lady wasn't around. That instant, I realised he treated me like a little sister. Although i was depressed by that, but i'm fine. I knew it all along.
The next min i went past again he smile at me. I of course smile back to him.

I knew that he won't like me de yet i kept hoping that he will treat me a little better everyday....

I dunno what to do, guide me, will You? God?

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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