simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Shucks, this is terrible!!!! I've put on weight!!!.. i'm so depressed...

I don't know whether issit because of my period is coming then i can only input but not output. Then my belly is getting bigger. I couldn't feel my waist bone unlike last time. I kept feeling that my face is bloated. I kept thinking myself as a big fat pig with long dry hair. ='(

I kept farting yet i cant output all the damn trash i've put inside my mouth. I felt so unhealthy. I tried eating high fibre-rich food, i've even went to the extend where i bought museli bars back home to eat( i've never buy museli bar before because it's expensive ) It does work a little but it's not enough for the whole trash to come out and not enough for my body to return to the small belly. I want to feel my waist bone again. I wouldn't say i'm that slim until i'm like a skeleton, but is because i'm not that slim that's why i want my waist bone BACK!!! GIve me back my waist bone!!!

These few days i just felt like having something tasty to chew in my mouth. I feel so uncomfortable not chewing something even if it's just a sweet. I know these are my symptoms of period that is coming. But i didn't expect me to put on weight because of that. I feel Sosososososo terrible.

God, even though i always say those girls trying to burn fats by unhealthy methods are fools, but bless me that i can have my 56.5kg weight back. Please... I can't face the world with this 58.5kg (or even more weight). Amen

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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