Monday, November 21, 2005
I don't feel like going to work!!! Whenever i thought of work, i feel sick. I don't know why i am so scared of work. Issit because i'm scared that i will offend customers? Or issit I don't know how to do the rough work? I've got the instructions, and i THINK i know. SOmetimes i really envy my jie. Whatever she do, she never care about other people's thoughts. Not like me, whatever i do, i got to think about wat other will think of me. HAiz... What should i do? just a few more hours and i need to prepare to go to work. ='(
HAIZ. PAULINE!!!! cannot Like that!!! Why should u be scared over such a trival matter? Jia you!!!!
God!!! Give me some guidance, give me some confidence, let me get over the day peacefully. Amen.
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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