simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

This hoMe is sooo cold recently. There's no more noise inside, no shouting, no mum's voice, no dad's discussion voice, no tv's noise, no KTV noise pollution, just silence.
I hate it. It sounded so sick. I want to get out of here. Mum's sick, and everyone's so quiet. Everyone's mood is going down. No laughter for quite a while.
Mum's just eating and sleeping. She's not even watching the tv or singing KTV. She's just..........resting. I didn't know how to entertain her. I don't know how to liven the spirits of everyone. I feel so useless.
Seeing mum like this made me pain. I know she is so so so so painful now, but we hurt even more.
God, make this home lively again. Make it the usual noisy house that i have. I won't protest again if Mum's going to sing loudly again, I promise. Make the laughter appear again. Amen

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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