simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

I think i am getting more and more obsessed with him. Even when i am not working, I would ask Kat to check whether he is alone in the shop or with a girl.
I wasn't that sick anymore when i thought of going to work, because I thought i can look at him. Then i realised that he has become my jing shen zhi zhu. As long as I think of him, i was willing to go to work.
When he's alone in the shop, he's so cute and he kept taking phone calls. But when he's with the girl in the shop, he's so chatty! Everytime i walked past his shop, i was sure that he was talking to the girl. Somehow, i felt a little pain deep inside my heart. Has the crush develop into a tumour?
During these two days when I am not working, I kept thinking about him. I kept having visions of him looking at the computer, eating and taking phone calls. I even go to the extend and go to Friendster to look for his acc which i am not sure whether there's one. Thousands of accounts, i looked through. None. I don't know how i would feel if i know he has a girlfriend, but from what i think whenever i see him, i dun tink he has one, but there's always a possibility. I think i would be real depressed ba.
Tomorrow he's going to collect his clothes, and wat the..... i got a pimple on my face!!!!! ARRRR! How am i going to face him??? Haiz.. God, bless me. Let me calm down. Let me breathe easily. Let me know him. Amen

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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