simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Friday, November 25, 2005

I fallen in love again...... This time is really weird. This feeling is not like the other crushes i had way back. It's weird yet pleasant.
He was a customer of mine. He came into the shop with two bags of laundry. The first thing i thought of him was: " wow.. cool!!" Indeed, he WAS cool, to me. He has long hair, a little over his shoulders, and he has a ear ring on his left ear. He began taking his clothes out for me to count and because he kept it inside for too long and there's sort of a buring sensation in there and also a smell. So he told me that he kept in very long and sorry for the smell. But i was thinking:" Aiya!!! It's not smelly AT ALL!!" Really! It wasn't smelly because he put on perfume so the smell or fragrance was perfume.
Then he said he wanted the clothes to be folded, but i was in a dilemma whether to write onli the shirts to be folded or the pants as well, and it's just so coincident that he's working beside me. So i went over and asked him whether to fold his pants as well. He replied with a "auh". I thought that was cute. That's how i crushed on him.
He wasn't my type. He's wasn't musculine, as in strong, because he's skinny. He sure is taller than me by a few cms, around half my head. He wasn't that handsome, maybe he is if looked a few more times. There's some dots on his face here and there. Whenever i see him, there will always be a sweet feeling inside me and i'll smile to myself. Sometimes i smile until i got to hide in order not to let others think i'm crazy. Normally i won't like to get out of my shop, but after i crushed on him, i kept getting out of my place and standing outside his shop just to look at him. Whenever i go to the toilet, i would pretend to be browsing around and look inside the shop to look at him. But jist yesterday, there was another lady working with him. Whenever i look inside, that lady looked back. Her glance seems to say:" Hey!! Don't snatch my boy!" -.-
He looked like he's 25 to 27... and he seems to be the boss of that shop. He's called Andrew if i'm not wrong. Haiz.. Just wish that he would talk to me again...
I don't want much. I only want him to talk to me, let him know there's this girl here called Pauline and wants to know him. I really isn't greedy because i know we won't have an outcome. But by now, i don't know whether it's still a crush or......starting to LIKE...
Today, I carry on noticing him as well. Today there's only him around. No lady, great. He kept taking phone calls, and gazing at the computer. He glanced me once when i walked past. But i quickly looked away.
God!!! When did i became so shy, so unsure of myself??? Let me calm down, let me know him..... Amen

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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