simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Oh mY~~~ The exams are starting in four days' time and i'm in a veri nervous state. I am very scared.. Scared that i may ______....i noe i must have confidence in myself but i just cant control the worried and nervous self in me. I kept thinking that i may ____ and i may disappoint my parents. This is the first time i am so worried abt Exams. It was like the exams seem to be a veri sacred thing and I am afraid to offend it.
But i think over it, since i have studied, i shouldnt fail. It isnt fair to me since i've studied compared to those who haven even STARTED( i noe who u are ) . Even though i didnt realli studied that much compared to the other hardworking ones, but I'VE STUDIED, and i am STILL studying. Unless God makes a fool of me ( which is highly IMPossible) , if not , i will pass. I wanto noe that i wun fail . I want to know that i will pass. I also want to know that i will pass and with reasonable results ( i woulldnt wish for Flying colours). Just don't let me ___ and let me stay within position 50th.
God, wherever You are, calm my mind, let me be in my best during the exams. Let me put in my best. Thank You

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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