Thursday, September 29, 2005
Hmm...Just a few days ago and i was still worrying about my english on the big day, as the days get closer, i became indifferent about it. Maybe u will think that i am just bragging about it, but it's true. Because i believe i can pass.I've thought about it. Mrs Shahul also said before and i agreed with her. She said if we can't pass this Sec3 english , then we have no rights to take 'O' lvls. I agreed wth her, and i believed i can do it because i don't believe my standard is that bad until i cant even pass a sec 3 paper. If i fail my english ( which is highly impossible) , i feel that its onli right for me to retake a sec 3 ...actually thinking of it..i stand to gain actually.. u can study the same chapter and get it clearer. Then my standard of english goes up, and i have a higher chance of getting a better grade for o lvls. But of course, i don't want to waste my parents' money to retain one more year, i think its quite wasteful. ( did not want to waste one more year of my youth )Seems that i m quite prepared for it, haha, ok ba...not really. I have accepted the fact that if i really retain, i can take it and i will study for one more yr. i know God will bless me de, wherever i go.
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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