simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

I couldn't sleep last night. I just kept thinking abt the compo despite me saying i will pass. An irony, ain't?
Then today when i got the paper, i started on the formal letter first. I noticed there was one point i did not quite catch it. It was about what help to be given to the needy. ( the formal letter was about National Cancer Foundation (NCF) mishandling of donations ). I sort of stuck on that point for a minute or two, then i made up my mind and decided to write down wat i thought it was trying to tell me. I wrote: I feel that the NCF should set up a campaign" help the needy!" so as to let the donors know the situation of the patients. Donors would then know the current situation and also patients would be able to receive love and care from donors.
Then it was the compo part. I wrote on the topic: write about a time where u did something for ur family but it BACKFIRED. I didn't really know the meaning of backfired so i thought it was like something bad happened when u did something good.
So i wrote about the narrator wanting to buy a cake for her parents' anniversary. She saved hard for the money and just when she was walking home with the cake in her hand, someone simply just walked past swiftly and knocked down her efforts. She was angry and shouted at him. Then her mum saw it and apologized to the boy. In all, I wrote a happy ending, but it wasnt directly happy. Just pray that the teacher knows wat im writing abt. =D
Then is the chinese paper. I wrote the formal letter longer than i did the eng one, maybe the strokes are hard, and i found out that the whole paper was full of correction tapes after i've done the formal letter. XD
The chinese compo was the real one i wanted to talk about. I hope i did not wrote out of point, it ask to write about u quarrel with ur family and both parties are not talking to each other, and write about the ending.
I didnt know wat to write, so i anyhow wrote abt the narrator got slapped by her father when she said she wans to quit school, and she ran away from home, for three weeks. Both parties were not talking to each other. Finally the parents got into a car accident, and the girl finally realised her mistake, and continue school.
i Thought it was quite out of point. I really really hope that i wun fail both papers. I must believe in it.
My challenge now is the rest of the papers, and i know God will always be there. You know why?
Ytd i was lying on my bed in the dark, and i dun noe why i felt so sad all of a sudden. My tears just flowed like running water. I was tinking why i cried, issit becos of the sad drama the prince turned into frog? or issit because i'm too stressed up until my hands couldnt stop shaking? I called out to Him, and ask Him to find me a rescuing star. I instantly sensed that the rescuing star was Kat, and surely the next minute, kat came into the bedroom. I forgot my sadness and went to sleep. So this proves that He exists and He always will.

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
10:55 PM