simplicity x fantasy.

ME! YES! ME!
Pauline Toh aka Laupeni aka Pau
Puggol Primary,Compassvale Secondary,SRJC
4th October 1990
pau_100490@hotmail.com

Desires
1.Don't Faint because of fatigue
2.Want to go university
3.Have a BF
4.Slim down
5.Travel around the whole world
6.Shop all day long
7.Be an achiever

Likes
1.God
2.Family
3.Fahrenheit
4.Slack
5.Chatting
6.Oggle at HANDSOMEs
7.Listening to songs
8.Dancing anyhow..
9.Gossiping

Dislikes
1.Cockroaches
2.Pretty Gals (just jking)
3.Exams
4.homework
5.People who treat me like a fool
6.Being disturbed when i'm in the middle of my dreams

Principles
1.Don't like me? Well, i won't like you much either.
2.Can't be friends? Then don't be enemies either.
3.My pride
4.If you treat me well, i won't treat you badly.
5.If you give me 100% of you, i will give you 100% of me.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

All right, second time doing my blog now. I'm currently under exams stress, which some of you may not noticed as i'm smiling almost every now and then.
Recently, i just can't bear to bring the facial muscles to work again. Very seldom, i smiled or even laughed. Whenever i thought of exams, my mind began to give me stress. I mean, as in, everytime i thought of exams, especially this friday's english paper 1, it was like...earthquake in my heart and brain. It seemed to keep stressing on the fact that its EXAMS.
I don't really like that kind of feeling, even though i think stress is a good thing. But i thought it's going a bit too far. Even when i am asleep, i could even dreamt of me having exams...AND thats happening quite often.
Just last week, i was still happy by the fact that it's just 4 more weeks to play time. But i reflected, and thought that it was wishful thinking of me, because THE EXAMS HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED AND NOW I AM THINKING ABOUT PLAYING STUFFS. I admited that i had neglected on this part.
I believed that God has planned everything well for me, including my future. ( thats what my bookmark was saying about ) So just pray that i will not worry so much about it and i can fully relax my mind in order to write a good compo. God will bless me, i believe. Don't you?

Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
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