Tuesday, January 30, 2007
OMG Fahrenheit was sooo sooo irresistable!! let me just relate the story to u..
28/1/07
The day fah. is going to IMM for an autograph session. I arrived at IMM at abt 12pm..the queue was already very long. I decided to cut queue by sitting at my friend's place who came at abt 9.30am.
We waited until it was about 5pm, then one person in front of the stage stood up then the others followed up. Soon everyone was standing up and screaming.
About 545pm, Wu Xu Ma Li came on the stage, trying to liven the atmosphere when the atmos. was alry damn high... (I though Fah would be late but they came quite on time though.) Then FAHRENHEIT CAME!!! They came at about 607pm.. quite on time aint them?
We were all screaming like hell cos they were simply sooo...unreal. Especially Wu Zun. He's like a person directly cut out from the picture...
They sang three songs then when they were singing, i couldn't hear anything. People around me were screaming and shouting and throwing their guts out.. My ears were deaf at the pt of time.PLus i was queueing at the side of the stage, it thus add to the deafness.
Fah then talked for a while, ( i cant hear anything as i have said), then they went to the car i think to prepare for the autograph session.
when they were signing, i tot the security guards would open the gates near me so that we could join the queue( cos we were the first ppl other than the ones in front of the stage). But THEY DIDNT!! Eventually we have to squeeze all the way to the front stage..
Yea... Somehow i just squeeze myself to in front of the stage. haha.. For the first time, I was proud to be tall among the girls. Almost all the fans were girls, I could easily get a good view of the stage instead of getting blocked by others. I was waving at Calvin all the time. AND i thought at certain times he really smiled at me. Cause i was the most obvious one over there, the rest of the girls were blocked, only i could see clearly and my head was above almost all.
Screaming at the top of my throat,"Yi RU!!!Calvin!!!", i was sooo excited and soo anxious to go up there. Calvin was totally gorgeous..
Finally i reached the guard that let us up the stage. Suddenly there was this girl who gave me her lyrics and asked me to help her get them to sign. I couldnt refuse. Then she unexpectedly gave her gift to Fah to me asked me to give her... I WAS LIKE HUH!!!I dun even noe who to give ... there are four members in Fah OK MY DEAR....
i didnt have any chance to ask her carefully who to give and i went up... as i walked along the aisle i asked every person who guiding us to the stage where to put where to put BUT NO ONE KNOWS... so i actually decided to give up and give back to the girl de...
the first guy who sign my lyrics was WUZun.. ive nothing to say to him so we just shook hands and he smiled at me i smiled at him... HE's gorgeous as well...
The second guy was aaron... Im not really crazy abt him but then i saw a bag of letter beside him and i told him" EH(rem..is I EH him..) this bag(the bag of gift im holding) can put here anot?(of cos i said in mandarin la..)" " huh?? this one...what is this??" he replied.."i dunno leh... aiya shou la shou la shou la..."" " OK lor...." he replied...
I was quite casual to him isnt it...
Then the third one was Jiro. HE gave me a mickey mouse smile..-.- and he did it with him shaking my hand...He hold my hand with his left hand... that one i can still accept it... is this part im going to talk abt... he held my hand with his left hand...YET HE RUBBED MY HAND WITH THE OTHER...he gently rubbed the back of my hand... and i was abit disgusted...I was going to blurt out" are u a pervert?" but then i thought it wasnt a good idea so I hit it off..
After Jiro was CALVIN!!! I realise i changed my mood damn fast when it switched to calvin. The first thing i said to him was,"EH(i Eh again..haiz regretful) i really like u alot!!" but i dun even know if he heard me.. then he passed my lyrics. But i pushed it back to him ask him to help sign my name on it... I told him but he cant hear.. so i bent down and tell him again.. this time he still cant hear but the person in charge beside him HEARD it and She rushed me away say cannot... I didnt even have a chance to shake hands with my handsome CALVIN..sob*..I didnt even saw his face.. iwas looking at my lyrics when i spoke to him..haiz...
But at least i consoled myself telling myself that at least i spoke alot to Aaron.. That was a consolation. BUT HAIZ i LIKE CALVIN MORe...
Seriously, before the session everyone i met all say calvin is the ugliest. But then FAh came, and the ppl around me who like the other three... say Calvin more handsome ....Thats the virtue they failed to see in him when they see his photos...BUT i saw it..*smirks*
Ill just have to wait for their next album for now until i got a chance to shake hands with my CAlvin..
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
4:28 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
I have a friend whom I like her very much, and recently she told me about smth she had kept from me. She didnt like a friend in the class and didnt talk to her from the moment she and the person were from the same class( which is in Sec 3) .
She told me that that person(let's just call her F) was very irritating and disturbing, and everytime she tries to talk, F would always interupt her. She told me that she had enough, and IT's EITHER HER OR F, both cannot survive together.
I was slightly shocked when I heard her, I mean why do she have to hate F so much? Isn't it very painful? It's torturous isn't it? I don't mean that i never hate any person before but I sincerely believes that everyone in this world has their goodness deep inside, just that some people don't see it.
What's more that this F is from the same CCA with her, that makes things even worse. She told me it has been too long... too many times that she can't take it anymore. So now she's not talking to her AT ALL. I realised that too, ever since last year. U are torturing urself too....having to avoid her everywhere you go, and I hate myself too, for being so timid, for not daring to tell that in front of her, afraid that she might get mad at me. I'm a scary cat.. I know F since I was sec 1 , and I dont think she's that bad at all, it's only sometimes she can be quite annoying but in all, she's a good friend actually. I don't mean that she's not my friend, she's also my good friend, just that I don't understand why God design humans to quarrel, so that they could have some entertainment back in the olden days?
Jealousy can be a very dangerous thing if it is not treated wisely. Everyone's got that jealousy inside himself and once something triggers it, the consequences might be inevitable.
SS asp today, going through SS mid-year pp... and I realised a very bitter truth.
My best friend( call her Y then) is a very good humanities student and I don't deny that. She's got the highest in the lvl and I'm happy for her, but what makes me jealous wasn't her results - it was the attention teachers give her.
The SS teacher treated me as invisible even though I was sitting right next to Y and all the time I was watching him hoping him that he would look at me - so that i can ask my question. Well, he didn't even in the least give me a glance. All he saw was Y, kept talking to her, asking her marks for each qn... etc. to be crude, HE DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ME A DAMN!
The only thing I wish for him was to let me have a chance to ask question, but NO. I couldn't talk because in his eyes i could only see Y, Y, Y! It seems that if I ask anything, I might be interrupting them.
Only the best would be remembered, while the rest? FORGOTTEN. And guess what? I don't want to be the REST, I want to be the BEST.
Say me BHB will do, say me proud, say me anything u want...............
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
1:59 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
It's been almost six months that I visited you. Hahaha.... I've no time to write or should i say i've no mood to write... everytime i thought of writing in the blog, I'll just get lazy.
This six months have just passed by in a swift. Many things have happened and changed. I began to like english songs more and more and I began to lose interest in 5566. Now, i'm more interested in Simon Webbe ( which my friends all said he looks like a Black Monk, alright.. he's black..) . It's because hee's black that I like him, and it's because he's bald, that's y i like him. ( I dunno why but i seem to like bald men alot.)Finished Mid-year exams, finished O lvl chinese( which is totally a disaster) , and now the holiday programmes are progressing. Everyday I've to go to school, and EVERYDAY I HAVE TO TAKE THAT SQUEEZE-TO_DEATH bus. One reason I prefer to go early to school even though it's very early is because of the bus. It never fails to be crowded with people, and i forever have to squeeze through the crowd, which is a torture for me. I hate sitting the morning bus. ( and that also includes morning MRT)Anyway, Simon 's (sort of) newest album (solo , yeah!) is Sanctuary. I like the essence of the album. I find it very soothing, very retro(but i like it). It's really a great one, this is the first album i find it so unique after listening to so many albums. Well, I bought it three weeks ago, right after my exams ended. It's cool, it's nice, it's almost........perfect! I'll give him a 99 points. (For that little 1 point, he will never get it because no one in this world is perfect so the one point will never belong to him.)I've been worrying about the oral exams... because I SUCKED AT THEM. I just can't talk properly! My mind became a total blank whenever it comes to the conversation part. I can do well in the reading portion but the conversation is just..... TERRIBLE... it's more than terrible....it's disgusting.God,....I know U are by my side everytime, any place and time.........Let me face it with confidence....Let me overcome it....bless me....save me....Help me.....THANK YOU..........
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
2:27 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
I thought i can get rid of him in my heart.... but its not completed yet...
I felt so tired when i clinged on to liking him. So might as well just give up on him. So i did, and i found out that i can talk to him more comfortably than when i was liking him. I can talk to him as if i am talking to Franky.
But i still think of him, yet the feeling is not that strong anymore. Maybe last time was 75% and right now only 13.
Yesterday went to MQ with Yanni and Pei Rong. They said he looked very old and even said Franky is better-looking. They wanted me to go in with them into the shop. I didn't dare. Why huh? I tot i dun like him anymore. YES! I dun like him anymore. I just didn't want him to see my childish actions.
Haiz. God! Help me ba....
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
2:16 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Today i didn't go to work. I went back to school to have Maths lesson. Yet the whole day i was thinking about him.
I don't mean that i wasn't listening during the lesson, in fact, i've listened more attentively than the previous two lessons. I was only thinking about him when i'm doing nothing or just daydreaming. Lots of questions just popped up in my head:
Would he realised my disappearance today?
Would he miss me?
Would he be sad if he know that im not around today?
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Or would he jsut carry on with his daily work?
Different sorts of questions that were unanswered. God, let me be sure of myself again. Amen.
Lifeis a mixture of simplicity and messiness,I call it fantasy
5:49 AM
